Sympathy

Hey blogger! I'm back and i've missed you so much. Lj maybe better in so many ways but blogger's the only blogging domain for me haha.
Anyway, for my coming back post, i'd like to remind a friend of mine how much she means to all of us and that we're not a bunch of fabricated beings.
Natasha,
Maybe you have forgotten everything we've been through. Though i'm not your closest friend and probably not one that understands you completely, you need to know that you were never a disappointment to us. The weight of your misinterpretations will not be on our backs. You have to know that we are not responsible for the pain you're going through right now. We've never redempted you, neither have we given up on you. Us leaving you out the last few times was done to hopefully paint a clearer picture for you that we're not the alternate friends you turn to when your heart is hurt, your eyes swollen and when you have no one else to turn to. We're always here, watching and ready to catch you if you slip or fall in life like we've always been. Nothing has changed, you have. Maybe your vision's blurred but your personal ideology in one boy has drifted us apart but still, we're a circle that revolves arounds you. So many years we've shared is going to waste. As a friend, i'm hurt and i honestly know what you're going through. Life is never a bed or roses, everybody knows that but never quites understand it till they experience it themselves. Everybody has problems, we deal with them and not deface ourselves from the world to hide our vulnerabilities. Instead, we get up on our two feet and deface our problems. We don't let misery work its way around us. Your heart feels crushed, broken and way beyond repair. We don't need to be scientists to see that. If your decision is to neglect, we promise to never relegate you. We will always be here, still by your side, ready to be your safety net. We're not hoaxes, we're your friends, always have been. I hope you read this post and find a little good and understanding in yourself to try and sympathize as we have been trying to sympathize with you.
-d